i feel nothing but hate
and it makes me warm inside
i dont know how i could ever love
something that you turned out to be
i should've seen it before i wasted
so much time when i could've spent it
on someone else who deserved it
not some boy who's an old man
a high school drop out
straight from the projects
with a dream that will never come true
i wish i never loved you
it makes me sick just your presence makes me
want to throw up all the hatred
all over your eyes
then maybe you'll see that i'm not obsessed
i don't think i ever was
i put all the things i kept
in the trash where they belong
you belong with them, to rot in a dump
to decay and stay among the unwanted and forgotten
i'll forget your existance if you promise to leave me alone
never haunt me again, i'll never speak of you again
if later on my children ask me who my first love was
i'll say i never had one.